SAMEER AL-DOUMY/AFP via Gett Mariska Hargitay revealed with the premiere of her documentaryMy Mom Jaynethat her biological father is not Mickey Hargitay, the man who raised her Her biological father is a former Las Vegas entertainer named Nelson Sardelli Mariska opened up about the revelation in an interview withVanity Fair, recounting the moment she first met and introduced herself to Sardelli, who is still alive and in his eighties Mariska Hargitayis opening up about a family secret she's kept for more than 30 years. At the Cannes Film Festival on Saturday, May 13, theLaw & Order: SVUactress, 61, revealed with the premiere of her documentaryMy Mom Jaynethat her biological father is not Mickey Hargitay, the man who raised her, but rather a former Las Vegas entertainer named Nelson Sardelli. John Nacion/Variety via Getty; Silver Screen Collection/Hulton Archive/Getty As Mariska explains in the documentary — which marks her feature film directorial debut — she first learned of Sardelli when she was 25. She confronted Mariska, the only father she'd ever known, with the news, and after he insisted he was her father, the two never spoke of it again. But it left Mariska with many questions, wondering if she was Hungarian like her father and her brothers, Zoltan and Mickey Jr., or if she was really Italian like Sardelli. The actress opened up further about the revelation about her father in an interview withVanity Fair. She told the outlet that she went to see Sardelli perform in Atlantic City, N.J., when she was 30 years old, and described his emotional reaction when she introduced herself. Moved to tears, he said, "I've been waiting 30 years for this moment." But Mariska said she found herself giving him a tough time and going "full Olivia Benson on him," referring to herSVUcharacter. "I was like, 'I don't want anything, I don't need anything from you.… I have a dad, ' " she recalled telling him, explaining, "There was something about loyalty. I wanted to be loyal to Mickey." She toldVanity Fairthat after the momentous meeting with Sardelli, she grappled with "knowing I'm living a lie my entire life." Sardelli, who is still alive and now in his late eighties, participates in the documentary, as do his other two daughters — Mariska's half sisters. Albert L. Ortega/Getty Never miss a story — sign up forPEOPLE's free daily newsletterto stay up-to-date on the best of what PEOPLE has to offer, from juicy celebrity news to compelling human interest stories. In the film, Mariska explains that, at 61 years old, keeping this a secret was no longer necessary. Mariska also has an older sister, Jayne Marie Mansfield, from her mother's first marriage, as well as a younger brother, Tony Cimber, from her mother's third marriage, both of whom are also featured inMy Mom Jayne. The actress toldVanity Fairthat once she eventually built a bond with Sardelli and his daughters, she better understood that her mother returned to Mickey because she knew he would love and provide a stable home life for Mariska. "I grew up where I was supposed to, and I do know that everyone made the best choice for me," she said. "I'm Mickey Hargitay's daughter —thatis not a lie." BERTRAND GUAY/AFP via Getty "This documentary is kind of a love letter to him, because there's no one that I was closer to on this planet," she noted. Mariska toldVanity Fairthat she and her Sardelli sisters gathered together for a private screening of the documentary in Las Vegas, and recalled how they were overcome with emotion. "They just wept and wept and wept," she said. "These two women that I love so much — I made them secrets! It's so heartbreaking to me." For Mariska, sharing her story with the world in the documentary was a way to "unburden all of us." Following the film's premiere screening at Cannes on Saturday, the audience gave a five-minute standing ovation. Mariska was joined at the event by her husband, Peter Hermann, and three kids. Read the original article onPeople
